if i had a dream...

actually...i am admire to some who have a dream...a dream that waiting for them to acheive...for me,i does'nt have a dream...i even dont know what should i do after graduated.Spm is around the corner,but seem like i havent get ready for it...i want to be a good daughter,a daughter that can make my mother pround of me...i want be a good girlfriend for my boy,a caring and understanding girlfriend for him.and,i want to be a good friend for all of my friend,i want to lend my ear for them when they're in trouble...BUT,what the question is,is it really can i do it?it is not too easy to do...i wish i can do what i want to do...but most of the time,we can not control by ourself..now,my feeling is like the ship that flood on the middle of the sea...frustrated.